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| i find it funny how i don't post anything new on xanga any more and it was only a few years ago when i'd write in it on a daily basis. it's funny how our lives and priorities change. i'm writing this entry from home in anaheim, killing time and not sleeping so i can just pass out on the plane tomorrow morning. i live in d.c. now. that's not weird to say or think about anymore, it's just a fact of life now. i like living in d.c., it's fun and i'm liking the people i've been meeting. i'm behind on my school work, but that's really nothing new with me. i had a really good weekend and it's still not ever. it is weird tho to leave for home and not be within a hours drive, i guess it means i'm growing up? that's about it i guess, i should prolly take a 2-3 hour nap.
oh and ps. i do like you, i think...
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| i just downloaded the free i-tunes sampler of the motown cd.. i'm sure i had some of these songs sumwhere btwn my hard-drive and ipod, but its nice to have it on my itunes all organized. i like how i turned on the shuffle and my guy and my gurl played bakk to bakk haha. so lets see its been a real long time since i've last updated. i find it pretty amazing how ppl can blog and twitter on not just a daily basis, but on a hour by hour basis. thats just so nuts. but then again i'm just a really lazy person- at times i wonder why i want to even go to law school knowing how much of a lazy ass and a procrastinator i can be. haha so on the law school note i went to chapman's open house last nite. i was of course more interested in the food than n e thing else but as i sat and ate and listened to the professors and the current students sell me chapman i just kept wondering where are the drinks? its pretty sad, but i did- its a fairly small school and while they stressed student friendliness- it didn't really win me over, or not yet anyway. i also liked how they judge the prospective students by asking which school they went to undergrad.. i just wanted to retort by asking what was their lsat score. i dunno i think going to the open house last nite makes me wonder if i want to be a big fish in a small pond like i was at cypress or do i want to be a small fish at a big pond like at ucla. the ideal answer would be to be a big fish in a big pond. i think thats what i should strive to be, but i can be so lazy at times.. HAHA. i also noticed how i can turn on my sociabiltiy like a switch almost. i dunno if thats a good thing or a bad thing. i swear at times i want to go explore the entire world..yes the entire world.. and the next second i just want to stay home and sleep. its like i go through extremes. i'm pretty sure thats a sign of sum disease/or negative behavior but i'd rather not know for now. so lets c.. i have errands to run today- replace my mama's windshield wipers because it actually rains in southern california? did this area not hear of global warming? jk. so yeaa then bank to deposit money. i've filed my taxes today- so ill fill out the fafsa tonite. i want to apply to sum more schools today.. i'm thinking seton hall and sum other random place. btw speaking of the rain.. i really dislike the cold..i wonder if its smart for me to want to go and live in the east coast so much.. i mean i dont wanna just b bundled up at home with a cold every week. i hope i can go visit sum other country this summer.. i dont care if its Argentina. Bangladesh or even the East Coast.. i just want to go sumwhere.. and yes the East Coast is now a seperate nation- it seceeded today on the day of Lincoln's Birthday. on a side note i was watching pbs yesterday and they were doing a show on Lincoln and i think he was more of a white supremacist than our elementary schools ever really taught us.. and did you kno he battled depression after the first love of his life died.. mary todd lincoln was just second fiddles for him- how sad. i like motown music. i think about marriage lately. i think iin a weird way if i was to just let my parents screen grls for me itd b good for me coz i'm always looking to get out of commitments.. a person asked why dont i have a legit stable relationship rite now and i gave her sum bs answer.. and then at home i thought bout it and i think its coz i just dont care. i really dont. i mean v-day is coming up and i dont care. its sad. i'm so lazy i dont want to put out n e effort for n e one riite now and if i let my parents chose i never really will. i mean i can just screen like the top 5 on my mama's list go out with them for a lil bit and then just choose the richest one.. shallow? maybe. but i want elephants in my wedding and that ain't cheap- or i assume its not, but my country is a third wrld country so maybe it is? who knows. btw if my wedding was in my country would you still come if i invited you? yes you. let me kno if you would or not, or would i have to have to like 2 different ceremonies? like get married here formally and then have another party/celebration in Bangladesh. hmz i can't believe i'm actually not just thinking but rather blogging bout this. how sad. its time for me to take my shower and get to my errands.
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| i went up to land they call UCLA today with Anson.
i secured my second letter of rec.
now its just waiting to finish my p.s. and for my prof to be done.. hopefully in a month or so? maybe sooner.
people who lie about small things are normal. people who like about big things are no good.
i personally like FDR, even if he was a womanizer.
most of our presidents have actually had affairs.
did you know according to my gmail there are two other white houses? one in Ireland and one in France.
i want to travel this summer.
i want to get into an amazing law school with plenty of fine-aide.
here is my top 10 (so far):
1. University of Washington
2. University of California Hastings
3. Chicago Kent
4. Loyola (Downtown LA)
5. Penn State
6. Cardozzo
7. University of San Diego
8. Brooklyn
9. University of Oregon
10. University of California Irvine
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| i like doing this quiz thing on a frequent basis.. i do it pretty much much once a year to see if i change as a person and this year i have changed from the answers i gave last year.. interesting.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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